ANXIETY ATTACK!!!!
I just posted my first message yesturday - I have
managed to read just about all the previous messages
posted in an attempt to give me the courage to go
through with this. I am 5 days away from my surgery and
am PANICKED!!! After months of discussing this with
my husband, he picks today to wake up and tell me
his reservations about me doing this. I definately do
NOT need this right now as I a nervous enough. I have
never has a second thought about living with this for
the rest of my life - my biggest fear is the surgery
itself - I have never been under except when I was 5 and
had my tonsils taken out. Any words of encouragement?
My mom has decided to come to be with us after to
help - She lost 30lbs. with WW and doesn’t understand
why I can’t…. I have tried to tell her that 30 lbs.
is nothing compared to the 150lbs. I need to lose.
Anyone else dealing with these type of comments. All in
all my family is pretty supportive. We just moved to
our home a few months ago so don’t have any close
friends here to share with. I have only told a select few
I am even doing this so is VERY nice to share these
feelings with people who really understand.
Please…someone… respond and tell me your experiences - Any words
of wisdom or just let me know I will talk to you
when I am post-op!!!<br><br>Wish me luck - Gera.