Closes eyes and dives in..
Ok guys, well this is it. All I have to do is get
through tomorrow and be at the hospital early on Thursday
morning. Nervous and scared but I know that’s natural.
Tonight I’m going to my doctor’s post op meeting group
just to talk to some folks. That should a)ease my
tension or b)heighten it.<br>Wish me luck??<br>See you
all on the other side. <br>big hugs,<br>~Laura~
June 27th, 2003 at 11:58 am
Laura - <br><br>I know how you feel. I sat at
home for the 2 nights before my surgery and read
through all the information I had gathered for the past 4
months. It comforted me and gave me that extra confidence
I needed to go in. You are lucky you are going in
the morning - I had to wait until 11:30 to even go to
the hospital and my surgery was at 1:30. I told my
husband I wished it was first thing in the morning - I
was very confident waking up!!! I started a journal
the day I went in the hospital reflecting on the
months previous and looking forward to the rest of my
life. It is a woman’s guided journal and the page I
started on talked about how we have 2 birthdays - the
first is when we are born and the 2nd is whenever we
decide it to be. I decided that that day was my 2nd
birthday!!! Just keep remembering all the advice and
encouraging words you have given everyone else on this
site!!! <br><br>Good Luck and I hope to see you post
something as soon as you can!<br><br>Gera.