My year gone bad

Well, this was supposed to be my year no matter
what. Hence the stage name stclaire2000. Well, Im back
in school full time, and have lost 90 pounds. As
soon as I feel Im in control of my life and can walk
on air, my father dies suddenly. Im pretty lost
right now about that, but I WILL NOT allow myself to
eat my way through it. I chew my nails off, yell at
my husband alot, and bury myself in school books
even though Im acing the class…but I DO NOT eat more
then Im supposed to.<br>The problem for me is that
since my father has died last Tuesday, Ive gained 4
pounds. How does this happen. Its not that time of the
month, and I swear I havnt cheated on my diet. How can I
get through this positively if Im gaining weight
unfairly? Any advice?

One Response to “My year gone bad”

  1. Neva Marjory Says:

    Dear stclaire, I’m so sorry to hear of the death
    of your father. You must be going through a terrible
    time. My dad died 4 yrs. ago and its a difficult time.
    Is your mother still living? If so she will need
    your support now. You will make it throgh this, I’m
    glad you’re in touch with your weigh, but as long as
    you know you are sticking to it, focus on your
    family, your weight will settle back down. You’re in my
    prayers, Barbie

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