Obesity surgery

not that i am counting lol. i really am excited!!! thanks rebecca i
wish you the best and will think of you on thursday. the feeling i am
feeling going into this is like no other. i have had 4 other
surgeries before but this one takes the cake. i am not sure if it is
cause i know this one is to give me better health and a whole new
self or if it has been the 4 month wait (tired of thinking about it
every waking moment or dwelling on it shall i say) and now it is
finally here. i am excited and ooooo so ready to move to the thin
side. i have had a pretty emotional weekend. i did what i enjoy most
both sat. and sun. and that is fishing so i got a little more sun
than i should of but not to bad. had a good time thats what counts. i
sat down to supper last night and just started crying because it is
so hard to understand that its not my last meal cause it sure felt
like it. today has been pretty tough i have ran the past comments
thru my mind over and over:your not that big, you will do fine, oh i

hear the majority of those go sour, best of luck, so and so had that
and they are still having trouble, i am so happy for you, bummer you
will be layed up for memorial weekend while we are all camping,
etc…..the list goes on. some are jealous, you will be fine and you
are doing this for yourself and your health not anyone else so just
quit bobette. like i said im a basketcase lol. IF I COULD DO ANY PART
OF THIS OVER AGAIN I WOULD CHANGE ONE THING>NOT TELL AS MANY PEOPLE
EXSPECIALLY THE COWORKERS UNTIL AFTER THE SURGERY SO I WOULDNT OF HAD
TO DEAL WITH THE NEGITIVE ATTITUDES FROM SOME OF THEM. I WENT LOOKING
FOR SUPPORT IN THE WRONG CROWD I GUESS. this really tells ya alot
about who your true friends are. well today is what i call "the
doctors liquid diet day" nothing to eat and only liquid that i can
see thru, real exciting. then the cleaner out stuff for supper, haha
like i am going to need that lol. i am starving and of course
watching tv does not help i never relized the food commercials are
every 10 minutes and they wonder why majority of people are over
weight, everything is supersized. maybe a nap to pass the time
although i slept in this morning. i thought of taking a walk but the
wind today is unreal of course the wind in nebraska blows everyday.
well my bag is packed and all priorities in order. time for me to
stop whinning, chin up and i will have my angel friend post the
details tomorrow night. thanks again for everyones friendship and
support. talk with you soon. bobette 5′2/226/39yrs young/lap rny/5-21-
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