Ebb and flow
Thursday, March 16th, 2006To all,
I tend to be rather self-introspective, analytical, and usually enjoy putting in
writing what I am thinking. I am counting down to the scheduled surgery date of
August 22nd. So many things run through my mind and heart. Part of me feels
determined, set upon a course of my choosing, with reliance on God’s grace, with
the goal in mind of overcoming the most besetting problem of my life, my
weight. Having lost and gained 100 or more pounds several times on varying
diets, I researched and decided upon the surgery. Having researched, I
determined that open RNY surgery was the safest choice. I chose a surgeon who
happened to be contemplating dropping Aetna USHealthcare as an acceptabl
insurance carrier. He didn’t want to do the Open method, but it didn’t matter
that much to me. I was told I would probably be the last one to squeeze through.
To make a long story short, I went through the many tests (and copays)
required, only to be told that they don’t accept Aetna UShealthcare anymore.
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